163. Pains

Learn fast before it is too late

Pains, Sep 24th, Imran

I'm confronted with a blank sheet at a loss for words
A past full of mistakes haunts me, cuts like swords
Where do I begin to apologise for all I've said and done
A nonsensical life I've led, always yelling, never really fun

I can see beyond the words to the pains in my soul
But noone forgives that easily, let me crawl into a hole
That doesn't solve anything only makes me feel blue
What I'd give to have you back in any shape or hue

I see beyond my own self to how I've hurt you so
And forgot to be a beacon letting your feelings flow
As you tell me where life's gotten you uttermost down
Anger, pain and sadness, oh my how much they've grown

I'm gasping for a strain of you in everything that I do
Wondering when I'll get a chance to make it up to you
Life was hard on us until we found each others friendship
Please let me back again, let me make a fledgling trip

Into your life, I only wish to undo the wrong I've done
Tell me how and I will most certainly change and learn
I've learnt the hard way that all my ways have been silly
I'm unwilling to lose you, so please come back to me

164. Lord

Grace my heart with the power of your feet

162. Ark

Let's work to build a lifeof plenty.